也許無可避免的，我也可能會是這樣

maybe sometimes, people just need someone to understand, or even just listen to,

no matter what we say.

I'll tell you a riddle. You're waiting for a train, a train that will take you far away. You know where you hope this train will take you, but you don't know for sure. But it doesn't matter. How can it not matter to you where the train will take you? 

Damien Rice's The Blower's Daughter

這首歌是裘德洛和納塔莉波曼演的電影CLOSER的主題曲，
歌曲的氛圍跟電影想傳達的內心複雜的情感搭配的天衣無縫，
所以這首歌從一開始像是喃喃自語的對著自己講話的方式，

people change, and grown up, but you won't realize that, unless you look back.

幾句話意外的解釋了我常久無法解釋的心情。

在延遲近一個小時的"夢想街301號1400趙大師開講"錄影現場，

口沫橫飛的趙兄說到(他懷念的)當年，當鄧小平在得知蔣經國(which is 他可敬的競爭對手)去世之後，

套用趙兄的說法，鄧兄"瞬間失去了生命的意義"然後在隔年也去世了。

在前面令人興奮的股市分析單元之後突然耳朵聽到這麼一段話讓我的腦袋突然抽離了一下，

世界變了，不知道是不是好的方向，但是慢不下來了。

Pretend you're happy when you're blue
It isn't very hard to do
And you'll find happiness without an end
Whenever you pretend

那麼，甚麼才是真的呢?

或是甚麼都不是真的?